best friends... in the pandemic

hi it's me again.  Now some people will say that best friends are "cringy" or "childish," but what am I supposed to say?  I am an independent person usually and I can handle most things on my own, but when it comes to things like social lives and stuff, I personally have to have someone there.  Now with the pandemic you cannot hang out with these friends and it gets super hard.  One way I have found is the easiest is to call them EVERY DAY constantly, now sorry mom for wasting the phone bill, but I can't help it.  It's really hard to survive right now, mentally just as much as physically.  The vaccines have started to come out and people are going crazy inside, I already have honestly and I am creating this blog to post about what life is like for me.  Now my posts are short and simple, but if you talk to ANY of my friends you would know I could LITERALLY go on for HOURS UPON HOURS talking about one simple subject, mostly because I get sidetracked and have to come back a lot to the main topic, so I would expect longer posts in the future if I were you.  Now I do not have a lot of time on my hands with virtual school (comment if you want to hear about that, too) so I have about 5-10 minutes to write these things, and my schedules all mixed up especially since we got a truckload of snow here last night.  All in all, it really sucks not having a friend physically there with you at the moment, and I am slowly but surely going INSANE.  Disclaimer: I AM NOT A HEALTHCARE WORKER AND ANY FACTS ABOUT THE PANDEMIC MAY NOT BE 100% ACCURATE, DO NOT TAKE ANY HEALTH ADVICE FROM ME, THIS IS JUST OPINIONATED AND I AM NOT A SOURCE FOR RESEARCH. Sorry if you hate me.  Sorry if I made you mad in the past.  If you don't know me and already hate my vibe, I'm sorry.  But to anyone who repeatedly says sorry to people who don't need an apology, you did nothing wrong.  Learn to be strong, my love.  You can be strong, I know.  Sayonara for now.  stay good.