rain
there's a kind of feeling that i get when it rains . it's nearly indescribable. irregardless, i could try. i think i end up feeling like i'm some kind of intruder. i'm not a part of this world anymore. i start to feel like i never woke up, like i'm still in a dream. i'm not a real person anymore. i feel like all of my life has slipped away, and i got left behind in a state in between consciousness and nothingness. i feel like i'm entirely alone, wandering in a state between life and death. nothing around me is tangible anymore. then, i wonder if it ever was. i t's as if the rain was pouring down on my own senses, washing them away with each heavy drop of water. they trickled down and disappeared into the world that i could not feel. i'm still here, though. stay good.