act

A lot of the times, I want to do something completely erratical and unexplainable, just for fun. Also, I want to do nothing, all at once. I feel like the better half of myself tends to lean towards the latter. I hope, though, that I could be useful. Valuable. Just, someone I'd want to be around. I don't even want to be near myself. Just feels like I'm constantly annoying everything around me. Anyway, it's April. It's a new month, and maybe that means I can be a little new. Maybe that just means it's too late. Maybe that's a good thing. Spring is here... stay good.